Tuesday, 14 May 2013

him :)

he's my guest on first we met.masih igt lagi bilik dia 304.kih3.entahlah mcm mana boleh t'sangkut sama dia nie.muka tiadalah hensem mcm shah rukh khan.tp ada mcm mawi lah.HAHAHA.paling bikin heran lg.knp aku boleh syg dia dlm masa yg singkat.knal dia dlm bbrpa hari ja.tp hati dah mcm 5tahun nie knl.hehe.seriously very comfortable,easy to make story,funny and paling penting dia tdk romantic tp dia sweet :') sangat3.tdk heran lah kalau dia sdh in relationship sama org lain.sedih gila lah.bikin sakit jiwa pun ada :') hati pun menangis seja.tp apa blh buat.tahan sejalah kan..aku syg dia bhaaa.tp smua salah dia.siapa suruh gete kan.hahaha,bikin org jatuh cinta..dia yg mau kan..d'sbbkan aku syg dia.tpksa jglah aku trima dia dlm hidup aku biarpun tpaksa b'saing dgn org lain..sakit ok sakit :'( mcm kena tusuk seja hati kt .biarpun sakit tp bahagianya tetap jg ada :) .jd aku just boleh ignore ja apa yg bikin sakit hati tuh..just boleh acting nothing happen.act like he's just mine.hiding my pain :') sabarlah .aku yg mahu ini semua .jadi kena trima padah dia..kena terima jg biarpun sakit sesangat :') .jgn tlampau pikir benda tuh.biarlah ia berlalu mcm air .yg penting dia layan aku dgn baik.appreciate me .and the most important love me the way i am ,accept me to get in to explore hislife.treating me like he's mine.i love when u hold my hand.i love when u said that u love me. i love everything moment u spent with me .the moment when u bring me to uk for buy tribal clothes.u know what, how much sweet u are that time.im falling syg  :) u show me that u cares .even sometimes i've been hurt by u , i dont care.i just want u in my life.u know what,im miss u so much.rindu mau gaduh2 ,dgr u merepek,nyanyi2 mcm org gila :D .haha.still remember our conversation that day? about cheese burger.haha.u ckp kalau org mkn mcd mesti minum air.hahaha.ish bikin panas tauuu ! ;DD still remember u text me? 'i hrp i lah jd org yg terakhir.' .u know what,how much mean that words to me :') then u said 'janji dgn i jgn tnggl solat,mati bilabila masa sja' .tp aku masih jg tnggal2 solat.ok salah aku :'( aku tahu.entahlah biarpun almost one month kenal.tp mcm dh lama kan.dia jg sendiri ckp .hihi.entahlah knp boleh syg sgt2.time dia checking out sdh dr hotel on 1st may.i can't describe my feeling..hurt,broke,pain .there's too much scratch.i dont know.do i can see him again after he's gone.is that our relation can keep strong?.is that he will keep loving me when he will be there?is that he keep cares about me when im far from him?i think too much.again and again.im scared,scared to lose him :'( seriously,i wont it happen ! babe,if u read this.i just want to tell u .what i've been write here is not fake.this is truly.sincere from my heart.. i dont lie.i dont make a joke.i dont make a story .im just write what i feel..what i know.and what i see.u know what, u're my everything.the one and only person i think every my single day. if one day i have to lose u , i believe is not my wish.i believe one thing would force me or u to being hurt each other. i hope that will never ever be happen syg. i hate to face it ! know im not the first in urlife but i wish i could stay in ur heart.if ada jodoh kt jumpa lg is it? i hope i'll get a chance to stay near with u.i can't wait the moment.huhaiii, as ur wish.i have been write about u.actually,i hate to write this bcause i know my tears will drop.and the ending is cry.but u really want this and i do just for u my capital s :) 

terima kasih sebab propa :)

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